LiLzYkAi iS BaCk To SeArCh FoR loVe...

`'`25 February 2007`'`

im back...3rd week of attachment kumin...
things goin to be tense up in the office...
seems lot of things we need to do in the office this week...
but u noe wat???Access office....darn...i juz scrap thru that module sey...
its juz make me headache...hmmm...
friday spend the whole night at ma dance bro sis house and play XBOX....
like i neva play before....we played for about 8hours...started frm 10pm til 4am...
wakkakakkaa.....though i feel so tired but yet....i neva relaxed ma mind since then....
im a guy which make no enemy,but if some of u outthere insist,im not the one
that cause it to be....maybe u hear bout me frm any source and tats y i had enemies
without me myself noeing it.....
weekeends juz sit at home...wahaa.....im broke dude....

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 8:42:00 PM|

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`'`21 February 2007`'`

"Its like im a new born kid to the world"

basically, the chinese new year holidays, i really sat at home
watch tv like i neva watch before...24-7 on the sofa...
grab some tidbits...hopefully neva gain weight...
but recently i kinda lose ma mass abit....
well four days rottin at home,watch cartoons and love stories...
kinda sad....and best is about a CasaNovA...
yesterday is the only day that i went out of the house
goin to ECP for some chill out session...
rally...its juz clear ma mind and i decided on 1 thing that i dun expect to do
im sorry....well....its not im doin stupid things okie people
yeah....inspirations comes from all over me...the environment and peeps
well tats all...kinda sleepy but need to do laundry ...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 11:58:00 PM|

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`'`18 February 2007`'`

hie there....firstly wishin all those who celebrate chinese new year a
HAPY NEW YEAr...

ok...its been a week since i was doing ma IPP...hmm quite ok,sometime
taxin abit...so we had a good 1 week....
different enviroment...
kinda miss skol...i mean mizz the peeps that i alwaz hang around with....
so all the couples....this is a late wish for u....
hapy belated valentine day....
well....for that 14/2/07 juz drop by town and had a walk....
no valentine for me though....but met wit someone unexpected...
everyday of IPP meet zal wahahaha....chat at times...
it juz a diff i could honestly say bout ma organisations....
we did a "lo hei"...its a first time for me....wahahhaha....
so its a long weekends ahead but nahting plan in mind...
so yah....rotting at home for consecutive days i suppose
tats all i supose im goin to blog for the week...
since then...cya later nxt weekend again....hahahha

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 1:04:00 PM|

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`'`13 February 2007`'`

okie...nw im ready and set to go with ma new life of 2.5 months attachment to...
SINGAPORE DISABILITY SPORTS COUNCIL....

okie basically, i kinda please and appreciate ma posting....
its give me a new views of perspectioin in an operation council...
well....the staffs are kind and easy to go along with....
today is ma 2nd day...and its startin to be good....
events will be oraganized soon....
so yeah....i will have a nice life there...
though it may look relax....but its with a different ability that we are concern with
so here i m ....feelin alright in that environment....
i noe for sure there are alot of things that i will learn from SDSC...

Sunday i went to shahul sis weddings...yeah its an indian muslim style...
its quite ok....after that meet yani to do her shoppin...
yeah 2nd tym followin her..and wahhahah.....
she bought apparels...
hehe....okie so tats al im about to blog

peace of lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 7:45:00 PM|

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`'`11 February 2007`'`

here here here....its juz a fucked up shorty dudey is here once again
let me fuckin blog here about ma fuckin life upon that "thingy"
i will say it out off ma heart..if u were watwat...

my life was quite suitable and stable after a year separated
i was suprised u come back to me but i noe its not right
what u say now i cant accept it all,whether its truth or lie
i noe what i am now..and its a mistake in contactin u...
why should i at times, be the 1 for you...when u in pain
but when i need u weren't around
u tell me why i did not contact u
now let me tell u the reasons
im not ego not to contact u
i was not given chance to have it
u tink wat?i be goin back on ma old self...
if u think tat u r wrong ma stranger
your mind still stick wit the wrong side n fuckin side of me
that will be the reason...
u say u gave me your contact but,its juz up to no use to u
i dun have a glimpse to see the number too
u were to contact me when in need
and yar its a mistake of me...
why should i done tat?kuz i pity god damn it for you
the words u use to tell me tat night its no use to me
im not the old khairi tat u known before...
so stop tellin of all those stuffs....thats was all before bitch
pissin me off with ya sincerity wunt touch me
go and find tat frens whom u wil share your stress
your sorrow and wat ever so on with them...
im not a person who ages of not contactin can be there...
its like im juz an old dirty storybook on an old shelf
if u feel like to read old tales,u could juz pick on me...
im sory tits...im not tat type....u mistaken me....
so let me repeat it off ma mind
contactin u had neva ever crosses ma mind
being of being a fren for you too is juz a fucked up feelin
to me...you are juz a history...tat cant be live or find again....
count this...how many reasons i've given u....
i may be a guy whom has a soft heart to gals but please...
get it right god damn it
dun u try to compare it wit ma "sis"
she diff and yo are totally diff mdfka...

signin off lilzykai
peace out to you dead...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:56:00 AM|

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`'`10 February 2007`'`

Hey there..its been a week since kinda busy preparing for exam...
and nw its saturday...its like wow!no more of tinkin to study....
waiting for monday for IPP turn...
well yesterday was Hazlin Bday....yeah!!!we had dinner at Far East PLaza...
the normal peeps...Me,Yani, Sham,Lin and Echal....Zal like normal went missin....
hehehe....well no hard feelin....
after dinner we cut cake that me yani and sham shared at Mac cafe lido...
we had fun...pix were taken....when all went home...it juz left me and yani...
we yeah....we shared all of things juz like tat night at Marina/esplande...13/14 oct sis u
remember??????
well....tankz for being there...and really i need u there.....

deep in my heart
sis,yeah..u understand me most now though yea...
im feelin so fucked up being in the past few days with a stranger....
a stranger that just come and go as he please...
i guess i need to choose who i will really be there for them so i will
receive atleast i want most is their attention for me at tyms when i need...
sis....i still got things i need to share it with ya....
im juz an old storybook in a shelf....

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 3:41:00 PM|

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`'`06 February 2007`'`

well...today will b ethe second paper of the exam....
kinda well of lah...hopefully can get As for any of the 5 papers...
i hope so....
so attachment..im attacted to Singapore Disability Sport Council....
slleepin off now

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:59:00 AM|

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`'`04 February 2007`'`

im sick...and i hate this...
2moro is my first paper..and im sick today....
i have fallen with ferver and flu...
haiz...i oso dunno why...
maybe this week i dun have sufficient rest...
maybe thats the reason why i fallen sick...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 5:00:00 PM|

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`'`02 February 2007`'`

well....exams are drawn nearer...
im getting it there....
hopefully i could gain back what i had lost

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 1:12:00 AM|

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`'`01 February 2007`'`

well...today afte studyin in skool...
me and sham with his bro go to watch soocer,,,
spore vs thailand
its ma first tym peeps...
dun laugh at me...even if i look so "jakon"
relieve ma stress for a while in the booin and cheerin..
the crowd was fantastic...love em...
haha....its only that the view was being given up by some people
after been set aside by their frens

signin off...LiLzYkAi

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:55:00 AM|

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