LiLzYkAi iS BaCk To SeArCh FoR loVe...

`'`30 June 2006`'`

today is 29 june 2006........
and its ma bday..........
receiving lots of message wishing me.....

today at skool........3 hours of slacking and relaxing....
den move it to workout and break........
at 2 leave for california fitness.....

hmmmmmm....gotta smoke hidin as ma instructor oso follow....
its was fun gettin to use the machine ther....
some more im the bday boi,.....
most of the pix have ma face in it
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the whole klass attend the body kombat class.....
wow!!!!unbelievable....
i was sweatin so much....
but i enjoy the class.....

after the california trip.....
we all went for makan at cahaya at fareast....
wow!!!all of us are starvin siah!

after the makan,we all go play pool at lucky plaza....
we played for 2 hours....
after that the last over or so kalled remainin survivors for the day chill at
mac cafe at lido there...we sit ther bout an hour plus before headin home....
chillin, chattin, stupid jokes and facts....

but in all....i still puzzled...
shit,...i lost ma IC???????????????????????????????
sad......

peace 1 love...lilzykai
finals....m i there yet??

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 1:03:00 AM|

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`'`29 June 2006`'`

hie...juz come back from movie.....
a bday treat for me from ma best buddies.....
oh my god....i juz cant believe it....
i think wats so impt that they want to see me for.....

ask me out for a movie....
den treat me pizza hut......
and u noe wat????
they buy me a guitar as a bday gift from me.....

i was so suprised....and i tot they really wana thorn the nite....
but 1 thing...there something amiss...wen i saw couple went out together....
haiz................

things aren't like before.....
but ma brothers....i love u man...!!!we juz like to be wit each other teasing...

yesterday...gettin on the stage at the atrium of nyp oso a gift for me too....
gettin to show some rappin stuff.....with yani and izyan our vocalist.....
nervous as usual..but cover it up wit movin around....

and i get ma sw attire full suit....
onli that some is nt ma size.....
2moro goin to catch a movie too....
wit ma classmate after we go california fitness at orchard...

k lah tats all....
peace 1 love...lilzykai
finalz..m i there yet???

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 1:24:00 AM|

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`'`28 June 2006`'`

hi ther....
hmmmmm......
actuali i gt a fright juz nw....
at the stage,but......
i take time to cool down and start it all out...

it was good for us,yani,izyan n me....
hehehe.....there is a cock up a bit due to izyan juz practise once....
hey ther izyan...u have good vokal......neva i regretted callin u to
sing for us...tankz

the sound system is not that good..
cant hear ma voice...
as the music is louder than the voice...
have a bit of confident there......

1 thing i need to move around move hahahaha

peace 1 love...lilzykai...
finals...im there...finally

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:55:00 PM|

hie ther....
nw the time is 320am....
feelin something wrong i woke up in the middle of the nite???
most of u think that i wana watch the world cup....
nah...i even neva follow the world cup though it was 4 years once event!!!

i haven practise ma rappin for 2moro, i mean 2day publicity of the finalists for
the orion in ma skool.....
so i wake up in the middle of the nite and take a mic...set up the
stereo system and started to rap....
haha...kinda crazy aite to do this in the middle of the nite....
but do u think i care????i will onli care for the gal that i like/love....
but wat the heck....haven found some1 special yet that can accept me....
so sad.......................

i got a lot of project on hold...in charge of a comin roadshow at skool....
i oso duno wat i should do.....objective is to promote ma kourse.....
SPORT & WELLNESS BABY!!!!!
Whu dare to mess wit us????
juz called and we b in the hockey pitch to settle wit ya out ther

juz 1 more day to ma bday.....im gettin old......if last time.....
at least there would b a special moment for me to spend wit ma special gal....
hmmmm.....kinda mizz that.....sometime seein her in skool......i duno wat become of her.....i wana approach but...i dun think so......she even do not wanna friends wit me animore.........

juz now...tryin something new.......
rock climbing in skool.....gettin started for ma NUS challenge adventura 2006 around singapore......it was kool.....i dunt noe that i could easily pick up the techniques or methods......without me realizin....there was her?????
i tried to concentrate but i end up laughin at the wall due to wateva jokes ma frens
say.........i kinda haf the funny feelin wen she is ther lookin at me doin something.....

hmmmmmmm..why i feel that way???im confused..............

peace 1 love...lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 3:22:00 AM|

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`'`25 June 2006`'`

Hie ther...............
here again.......
in front of the computer.....
juz woke up by the commmotion in ma house......

aiyo..............
im tired of workin....
3 days straight workin as cleaners.....
till i sleep like a log.......haha....
sleep at 900am til 730pm.....

tonight i'll be workin again......
2day the topic in ma house for me.....

IZIT IM THE FIRE STARTER?????????????

last time i was caught by ma parents by a picture of me kissin ma ex....
and now.....ma sis bring home her boi without ma parent noeing...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT SUCH A FUCK UP THING TO HEAR !!!!!!!

WHY?????????????????

HAIZ................................
maybe i'll be caught soon.....
because of ma attitude now!!!

peace 1 love...lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 3:58:00 PM|

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`'`22 June 2006`'`

today date: 22/06/2006

today....i woke up late....and i go skool juz in time.....
although i was in a rush!!!!!!haha

hmmm...today ma activities were going to awwa, an old folk home
to assist them in doing simple exercises....nearing 11 plus...
i got a msg from the nyp rebirth of orion tellin me that im into the finals
of ma category!!!!!!wow!!!!!such a shockin news for me and ma partner...
neva i tot i could enter the finals by wat the judges comment!!!

hmm.....btw nw.....i be busy searching for a vocalist for ma performance(publicity in skol,atrium should be) for the finalist.........rapperS???
i tink me and ma partner lah should be rappin.....if not...i oso need to find rapper
for my songs.....

wah!!!!!today at skool..i slep like a log.........i woke up in tym siah!!!
5 min b4 ma supervisor kum into ma room for some presentation....
im sleepy stil...i got so many things to do sey...other den skool werk...
weekends be sprayin pple house....
but havin got the $ TO BUY THE SPRAY

klah tats all..need to start a lil' my admid stuff in skool!!!

peace 1 love...lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 8:24:00 PM|

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`'`21 June 2006`'`

hie ther.......its bout 2 days since im nt goin home.....
onli today den i get to reach home.....
been busy with ma stuff.....
and the audition.....

Tuesday,20/6/06...........i werk night shift.......
in the middle of the werk den i remember i need to burn ma beats to a cd???
guess wat???i called ma kuzie and ask whether he can burn for me...
yes he could...so i meet him at rivervale mall after i finish ma werk bout 2am...

i tot we hang out only for a while...but guess wat???i thorn all the night long....
chattin bout rappin and stuff...
hmmmmmmm..........i even not ready for the audition on the followin morning....
im sleepy............

at skool......i reach at 9 .....and i take a short nap bout 15 min b4 goin for the
audition........
haiz..........i chocked man!!!!!!
its okie. .. .there nervousness always...........
me and yani turn out to be okei.......

but the judges said that the song should be sing by other pple.........
wat the fuck!!!!!!!i cant accept tat!!!!!!!!
welll..............nvm too bad..........
haha.........and guess wat????once i gt ma free tym....i will record that song...
for my own personal song..........

in SPT....we go to health zone...its okie...
its like im a kid in ma primary skool life.......
well...there's nahting more........
im turnin in soon sleepy...........

peace 1 love...lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 9:23:00 PM|

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`'`20 June 2006`'`

juz come back from werk.....
its 2 plus am....
doin ma project abit.......
add here and ther........
but wat i happy most though im tired.....
ma kuzie had completed to make me a beat for ma audition!!!

yay!!!!!!!!tankz man........lurve u dude.........
the beats was awesome!!!!
i juz like the beats,........
maybe this will be the next song i b recordin......
if there are slots for me at ma kuzie studio!!!!

hmmmmm..............
bout her...i duno...........
hehe...........im a kind soul......if i can help i would
MACAM BTOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k lah .........wana knock off soon.....
sleppy.....take a puff first hehe!!!!!!!

peace 1 love....lilzykai....
you to know....here i come baby!!

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 3:14:00 AM|

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`'`18 June 2006`'`

today is sunday...
i woke up in the noon...
need to go pay ma pc bills and stuffs....
hmmmmmmmmmm..........
i dream of her...again????
i oso duno why lah ..............

haiz................but i noe it wunt be a miracle.....
hmmmmmmmm.....beside of the dream.....
i gt hurt on ma body.........
fell down wen playin hockey at skool...gt maslf stratch....
and wat???????????dislocated ma left shoulder again....oh my god!!!!
and ma left wrist to is injured.....
aiyo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today werking....aiyo...at the bugis village.....need to buy cigrattes
so stress there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace 1 love...lilzykai
to find a girl to love

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:54:00 PM|

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`'`17 June 2006`'`

hie there.........

im back at ma home....at the computer.....
i juz woke up....after a long day sleep so tired
neva go to werk today as i take mc....cuz ma mother wan to celebrate father's day!
i was force...but wat to do.....goin to chill at beach!!!

hmmmmmmm.........i feel awkward.....sometimes......
i feel something mizzin.....weneva i tink of something....
i oso duno y..........
in ma mind.........research,project,presentation,gals,someone ...
hahahahhahhahaha...................

i oso duno why i reacted like tat................
nw sittin infront of com...dreamin...wat to rite...
k lah.....tat all.....

peace 1 love..lilzykai....
love is a miracle...love is blind
neva will i noe wen i will be in love

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 6:18:00 PM|

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`'`14 June 2006`'`

today....is like usual...skool at 9am...
eat breakfast wit ma frens and started to do ma project and proposal....
it lasted bout only 2 hours and i started to feel sleppy...
and i started to sleep for 2 hours....

time passes by so slowly today....
hence,i juz take a 2 hours felxi leave...go home at 4pm
and it all come up wit an idea to catch a movie...
with her...

Cars...hehe....its was touching rite ma dear at some of the scenes...
hehe...neva get a chance to sent her home....
maybe the next date.....
both of us take a last look at each other before we both when our separate ways....
hahahahhahahahahahaha....

today at last i dated a girl???since the last....hehe.....
it was funnn!!!with her..............
tats all.....

peace 1 love..lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:08:00 PM|

its been a long times since i write an entry to this blog...
well...im quite busy with school stuff..personal stuff>????
i not so sure...i hope to...

this week ma grandma is not around.she has gone to penang for 1 week holiday
im left alone...ahahahahaha like real...
but im left wit a responsibility to take care of my grandma cats...
aiyoooo..........but at least i could get some "upah" or money from ma
grandma for taking care of her cats..

hence the whole week i be staying at ma grandma house...
actuali its was bored... but the least got scv so i can get to watch MTV...
ma favourite....
in addtion....i have been chatting wit Shaf on the phone as if we have known each
other for long.......

hmmmmmmm.........weneva i bored or nahting to do...i will message her or called her
i oso duno y i reacted that way....i want to date her out.....since its long since i date a girl....to be a gentleman...and guess wat>>>>>i dream of her before!!!!!!!!1
oh ma god.....it just put up a smile on ma face....

now i m doing ma projects at skool....hope to see her....hehehe....kinda have a feelin that i mizz her...............
so many research..im sleepy now..
peace 1 love...lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:59:00 AM|

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`'`10 June 2006`'`

well...here im writin.....
bored nahting to do...stress????
well...nobody will noe wen im stress....
on li wen u are close to me.....

now..i gt so many projects in mind to do and things
commitmeent?????
hmmmmmm.....
to the gals that i find during ma boring times i hope u r okie wit it okie??
the gals should noe who i m refering to hehe....
well....

yesterday...friday....
i gt ma hockey training...
well....i was being position as the forward....
haha...i oso duno why ....
its was fun playin again northland girls team. . .
coach Gary ask me...whether i was a soccer player or rugby player???
do i look like 1????i replied i was juz a sprinter last time.....
and u noe wat i gt from the training?
a smackin by the hockey stick at ma ankle and leg couple of times

den after ma training....went down to bugis to slack til the next morn....
that is today hahaha.....
such a tiring day....
and fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

peace 1 love...lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:56:00 PM|

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`'`05 June 2006`'`

7 random facts about me....
-shorty
-funny
-soft hearted
-lovin
-listenin ear
-an acompanian if som1 called out for me
-hiphopers

7 things that scares me...
-people cant acept wat i m
-long term injuries
-failed on a set goal
-end of the world
-love???
-personal question that i cant answer
-beautiful bitches

7 random songs at the moments...
-akon:lonely
-eminem:sing for the mooment
-hotel california
-where you go
-mario:let me love you
-raghav:it cant be right
-ray J:one wish

7 things i like the most...
-bboyin
-emcee;rapping
-girls
-boys
-dancing
-ma hair
-ma body

7 things i say the most...
-f@ck U!
-confirm
-sure or not
-damn
-hmmmmmm
-well
-callin people wt diff names....

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:55:00 AM|

nw i am writin dis entri late at nite...
juz come back from werk....tired... but yet puzzled???
in ma werk place...many things have happened wen i was not around for 2 weeks...

new fuckin news come around.....
making me realise who m i ...nw..the past,today and present.....
people would labelled me as a playaz....
i do not know whu u r....
onli those who reali knows me i could accept that....

ma manager and her boyfren had a quarrel and...me and ma buddies were the listening ears....
haiz......among ma buddies...im the experience ones...so they will ask advice from me....
to me myself..yar im a playaz i could called....
kuz i mixed more easily and better wit new gals i mean....
onli me and ma buddies will noe this....
aiyo.....sometime....my past is juz so fuckin hell up.....
neva i had missed or lose to any goal that i had set up for myself....

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:47:00 AM|

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`'`02 June 2006`'`

nw im at skool....
slacking onli.... nahting to do.....
hmmmm..den i remember that shaf ask me to answer her ques
that was posted at her blog....

well....actuali i do not know wats her ques for me...
i try to answer ani how okie ma dear....
hahahahhahahahak!!!!!!!

well...shaf is some1 that is small/shorty....
cheerful....
smiley....
i love her smile......
the funniest thing is that death??she scared of it....?
well...its up to god's hand....

all i know that she is caring...
loving???i hope to see that...
in commin when i get to noe more about her..

she is know stress..havin to plan for camp
projects to finish up....
i hope she read dis ...

peace 1 love..lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 3:15:00 PM|

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`'`01 June 2006`'`

so where do i start here??
well...been lately busy with school....
and now i just finish my report..yeah!!

now its time to cool down for a while....
actuali there's nahting much to tok....
hhe...nw im into hockey,...a game that i neva played b4 in ma life....
and i get to know this cute girl shaf....
hey u ...i like ya smile yeah!

i join the orion with yani...
rappin?singin?
well....its composers of lyric category...
all dis is juz for fun...
and experience...

well...im sleepy nw...nd to slep ....
skool early morinin 2moro

peace 1 love. . ,lilzykai

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:03:00 AM|

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