its about 3 days since i last wrote an entry....
so today date : 31.7.2006
well...basically i am bored now....
juz finish workin out in the gym....
and nw helpin ma colleagues to mend the gym for a while
let me summarize the past few days that happen to me hehe....
satuday,29.7.2006...i went to ite simei with ma buddy to watch ma the other
buddy performim live at the stage..it was organize by the guitar club in the
ite....hee..i was there to support ma buddy.,..
well...his good at the vokal..and his twin is his drummer..
round of applause for them....
hee.....maybe they will featuring me in the tym to come...
if only i have the chance....
they even ask me when i will be recordin ma song....
after the performin...we all go to eat at east point
and headed to bugis ....to work....
though it was tiring but...enjoyin....
after work..we thorn at near ma house..
take nr7 from bugis....
we do some stupid stuff....like playin monkey bar...
exercise in the late night and etc....
it was fun....
the next day work as staff....
eheehe.....
so sunday juz went off juz like that ...
workin....
now...im in the gym haha...
later gt dance practise at innova jc...
and after that gt werk....
lucky 2moro test is being postponed to thursday....
till next i tuned in..
adios amigos...
peace 1 love...lilzykai
Date : 27.7.2006
well..today i juz feel like bloggin here...
i wanna do it yesterday, but yesterday i was so lethegic(i noe its rong spellin)...
yesterday is ma event that i was suppose to organize with ma frens...
but we heck care....i thought we onli suppose to do it for the 3-4 week
attachment to the SA office,....
yesterday..four of us are the man..plus the help of ma SW klass....
thankz ya....if not...the event wunt run ...
and pple will be dissppointed....
the event is track & field meet isg....
kinda angry at some pple...
but well....its all about give and take....
to the pple that i shout at or scold im sorry ya....
that me....if u wana noe when im the organizer or in charge....
i remember the tym i organize npcc camp in ma secondary skool...
i was the head of organizer....
and when things not rite,,,...
i will juz scold all the pple around me...
neva give em the chance....hahahaha..bad of me....
now i juz get back from werk...
its about 1 month since i werk sey....
so much ting to do...and im so busy...
hehee.....and this month is the "swey" month....
i lose ma IC...ma ezlink card spoilt...
and..alot of things that happen to me...
shit lah ...
maybe this is tests from the greatest above...
well..that all...
2moro still gt events to take care of...
i oso dunno if i can make it for ma hockkey frenly game
peace 1 love..lilzykai
date : 24.7.2006
well today its the first day of skool(notes,lecture and stuffs)
but i woke up late...hehehe....
bkuz the night b4 i sleep late and summore i was workin night....
well...today lesson seems bored....
hee,....i nearly dosed off.....
cant take it ma eyes..its so heavy...
after skool play some checkers and reversi wit ma classmate....
since they are organizing some mind sport thingy....
juz support em lah ....heee
after skool meet ma buddies....
hang out for a while and head home....
nw juz chattin...and ma eyes are like closed....
2moro lecture again...o m g....
not again... ...
peace 1 love...lilzykai
date : 24.7.2006
well....tonight i juz got home from werk....
hehehe....i tot go home early kuz the next morning got skool....
tot go home wanna take night rider to save money but......
i duno there no night rider today....
so me and ma buddy sit at the bustop like 2 bois...relaxin...
like nobody business....
so we jzu sit there for about 2.5 hours....
and talk about the past..though we always talk bout that...
we will never get bored of it...
we still laugheed....
and the hot topic is.......
OUR NPCC LIFE....
i guess there will be none out there that have the experience we
during our NPCC life...
its was damn great....
hehe....i tink i be juz lazyin at ma bed...
if i fall aslep....
i will overslept..
that all
peace 1 love...lilzykai
date : 23.7.2006
ok...today is sunday...
and nw its nearly 8am n i juz gt home from
yesterday werk....
ok...how should i put this...
here let me begin.....
Saturday morning i got dance practise at innova JC....
though i was tired....but i need to put in ma effort and ma commitment....
i will do ma best in dance.....
after that i when home and rest....
kuz later night i got werk....
den there's a plan...
after werk go pasir ris and look at ma buddies twin who when fishing....
ok...its was lots of patience needed in fishing...
i waiting until i sleep....as i was so worn out....
and guess wat,,???saliva drip sia..to ma shirt ...
oh ma god!!!!
then after that i wen home....
nw in front of the com writing this....
sleppy...so i end it here...yawn...
peace 1 love...lilzykai
Date : 21.7.2006,22.7.2006
okie..now im juz back at home....
after the phat nite in ma skol...
i go to coco latte.....
hehe....first tym go clubbin...
gud experience....
today i aint got no skool...i on leave...
but kum to skol in the noon to slack and enjoy...
in addtion i gt the phat nite thingy i mention....
its was so called happening....
nw...drunk...sleppy hehe....
tats all...
and i injured ma ankle again...
during soccer.....
later gt dance practise..gtg....
peace 1 love...lilzykai
pictures of me..in orion finalist...nus adventura race..and town.....
Date : 20.7.2006
well...today is the last day of we the spt members will be helping out doin the exercise for the AWWA folks..but today no exercises for them....
instead we organized a show for them....
hehe.....its was fun to all of us and even the old folks....
they seem welcome and joyful when they see us comin...
the show is about ourselves acting as the old folk in the AWWA....
so we decided to immitate them and ask them to guess....
hehe....tankz to our big brother especially that had put effort in it...
and to all our spt members....well done...SW rocks...!!!
i tink i had rite this alot of them but still cant deny...
SW ROCKS !!!!!!!
since primary i was actively involved in such old folk event...
i kinda feel sad for them.....
where were their chidren???why muz they sent their parents who take good care of them from the day they were borned???
i sheared some tears there..none was observance enough....
after that go back..and guess wat???
i stil play soccer..????despite may ability after gettin injured...
i really cant play..but to fill up person ...juz go ahead...
nw..i walked sooooo slow....
maybe i need rest.,...but 2moro i got phat nite???
need to dance and enjoy..
thats all for nw/...
peace 1 love...lilzykai
Date : 19.7.2006
well today in skool is such a packing schedule for the SPT members...
early in the morning we need to see Mr guru for the Track & field talk...
we will be the organizers...the event will commence on 26.72006 and the following week....
after that...we all hand lunch together..preparation for AWWA show 2moro.....
and after that,...helping out yani with her girls soccer challenge,....
haha....the girls that participate are all looked like as if they were in the school team...they can play!!!!tats gud...most of them are soccer team in nyp...
hehe,...i was the time keeper...juz looked at the girls playin and comment...
quite fun....and wen they have a rest time..there i was playin wit ma frens...
i like to be a keeper..onli that im short...hehe.....and the finals....
i play play with the final team..that shaf was in it....so me,allen and izal challenge them on penalty....
hehe...i was the keeper..nt so gud lah ,...
b4 prize presentation..there were a special match called the exerbition match...
mainly played by the organizer and the girls nyp soccer team..
like normal..organizers win hehe....SW rocks!!!
but i was injured during the game...i was sprinting to challenge a girl...
i have challenge and win the ball...but i was hit directly at the injured ankle of mine....and the girls were given a penalty kick...its ok...gud play ya....
and i limped home with dolly ankle guard....
hehe...stilll im so stubborn....
about ma tag board..i lazy to comment oradi....
those who browse thru ma blog pls read ma tagboard tankz....
gtg...wana eat ma dinner...nasi lemak....
peace 1 love...lilzykai
Date : 18.07.2006
well....the very 1st thing that i saw in ma blog is this tagging by SOME GIRL...
hahha....what are you tryin to prove here????that you are such a good damn girl???
talking about ma past life.....again....????
i have end those memories down ma head.....and this goes out to ani girl,....
that called themselves as the "some girl" in ma tag board....
if u happen to read this....its will be good for u...
so you will not even try to bother to make fren with me and more and stuffs???
if u were a girl that i happen to know....died....
i neva have a fren like u.....
and if u are the 1 that is kepo!!!!and why muz u browse thru ma blog...
i dun need yr comment lah.....
even if so...please have the confident to tell whu u are!!!
callin me aint no guts....than wat about yrself????
scared of being discriminated by ma words???
u shoould try it...
if u havent get the feel yet....
so i be waitin for yr FUc*ing reply in ma tag board....
peace 1 love...lilzykai...
THAT DAMN "SOME GIRL">>>????
date: 17.7.2006
Well life in SPt is normal....
Slackin..havin games..and fun!!!!
yeah!!!!!
in the morning got meeting wit mr guru...
tokin bout the track & field meet that will be held next week
me and ma group have done nahting haha....
and now...need to stress our self up....
heeee.........
in the room juz now...i gt a good massage from dolly....
thankz alot ya...hehhe..i wana again...since ma back so hurt by yesterday race,,..
and u noe wat???ma thigh gt abrition(melecit in malay)...
so pain...cant walk properly...
den juz nw..gt a nice nap....
and after that play soccer....
SW rocks to the max still!!!!!
in the game sumhow,...i gt ma shin and ankle injured again....
aiyo....so stubborn of me...
after skoll...
me,shamsul and izal go town to borders to browse thru...
hehe...me like normal...lookin thru fitness book....
but wat i wana look thru is....
a book on hw to gain height...hahahaha.....
bkuz im so short......
so that'all ...
and 2 day ....i eat alot..breakfast wit yani,lunch wit the gang,and ljs at town...
maybe later supper...hahaha...maybe bkuz of yesterday race that i dun eat much...
that'all for nw...
peace 1 love..lilzykai
Date : 17/07/2006
well....its about 3 days since i update ma blog.
hmmmmmmm..saturday,15/7/2006....goin to this gal bday pit
so called 18 bday bash....
but 1 of em is not 18 yet...ahhahaha....those bitches......
well...the pit so stupid.....
i come down n i m the 1 who start the fire,,,...and cooking,...
im a guest...im nt a helper okie....
ehehehehehe.........
doin nahting much at the pit..except lookin at chicks.....
but none of them is attractive.....
juz sit there and stone,gossip,bored with ma guy frens,,,,....
hahahahhahahahahahaha
tats all for the stupid fuckin bitches PIt...FUCK u all!!!!!
now its time for the Fuck up race........
the race is quite interesting in the beginning....
but as we when thru the rest......
its so damn shitty.....
the biking point is where its start the nonsense....
Zafir bike broke down......and the pedal break.....
so we walked .....to the next checkpoint.......
so we jux chill and waited for some help....
but the help was not what we expected......
well....that all i have to write....
well....kinda of missin hearing some1 voice???
hahaha...well whus that lucky girl if u guess......
i oso dunno myself...
peace 1 love...lilzykai
Date : 15/07/2006
well....today i aint got no work....
this is because i need to rest for ma race 2moro....
the nus race adventura!!!!yeah!!!!first time joining...
im feelin quite okieokie..and nervous...
today goin to this gal bday pit...
walau....chattin her in msn can make me laughed siah
she can say that we don contact each other ani more...
and she can tell me that she noes me well...??
tat was such a joke for in the early morning....
all wat she say i will do it kinda of a joke...
hahahahahha...nearly 80% wat she say i use it as a joke
hehe....m i tat bad...nope rite???
ehe....she ask me alot of question...
like....have i go dating or wat???
haha...i kinda not....bkuz no girl in mind yet...(hope its true)
well...
the best that i laugh at is that....
she kinda blame me that i dun wana be frens wit her...
actuali its her.....dun wana even give her new hp no to me...
yesterday....go to nus for a race talk...
stupid siah.....from school rush there and the talk is onli 45 min or lesser...
walau wey!!!!!
from the journey to and fro...
joanne really kena shoot by me and zafir....
we all laughed all the way thru........
well..today need to rest well....be home early after the bday pit....
hopefully..i can get to know sum girls from there.... hahaha
oke thats all for nw...
peace 1 love...lilzykai
look at the photos...there the SPT members..Sharmayne cant join us...
to me...the photos like wow!!!but hehe is that really me???
kuz i use to be small hehehe
well...today date: 13/07/2006
today in school i do nahting much....workout?nah...
today is ma lazy day....lazyin around only....
yesterday was alot of fun....
the spt team members were involve in the campus road run...
hehe...i was one of the official....
actuali...all the participates were active and enjoyable....
i look like i wan to run but lazy hahaha....
i pay attention most to the girls race....
hehehehehehehe
welll............today is ma 3rd day w/o cigrattes,....
well i feel kinda kool ...
hahha....no thinkin to smoke.....
welldone kai...u could do it .....
ani gals out there who wana haf a date wit me????
hehehe,....i sounded like desperate..but im nt....
its onli i feel lonely.....
guess wat?
yesterday after the campus road run,...
i bring home a medal....hahaha
2nd ruunner up for the team event hehe..........
and after that,,,...me alif and shamsul sit at the stadium at watch the
soocer girl's training...
m i seein the girls or training...????
maybe both of em hahahahaha....i was doin ma report there too...
and alif and shamsul fall aslep...
Yani was the fuuniest i saw in the training...
nw i juz finish writin ma report that should be handed 2moro
ohhhh.....
nope..dis afternoon..kuz the time nw is 0105am....
hopefully i neva wake late 2moro....
lookin forward for the visit to ncc HQ brought by Shamsul...
that's all for nw...
peace 1 love....lilzykai
Date : 12/7/2006
well..now im in skool.......doin nahting...
juz blogging...
hmmmm....well....2day is the 2nd day of me without cigratte...
well done kai...u can do it....
hehhee...well..i juz opened ma messenger and there...pop out a gal....
aiyo.....so wat she had a bday pit this sat....well...its up to me
whether i wanna go or nt.....
haiz...if i neva go .. .she said that i got no balls.....
FucKeod up okie....i got ballss............................
now tep life at spt...really bored....
doin nahting siah .........
hmmmmmmm........there la i gt nahting to rite....
juz had ma lunch........alone...so sad.....
so should i go the the fuckin pit?or not??
well...i oso dunno lah ....
hmmmmm.......if i dun go she will say i gt no balls...but indeed...
she saw it ...hahahahhahaha..........
welll.....................
ma stomach so fuled..lazy to walk...
but later helpin out in Campus Road Run...!!!!!!!
that's all jokes...
peace 1 love..lilzykai
Date : 10.7.2006
now is at 920pm....im doin nahting.....
writing out ma report......
doing half of it first..........
well.......nw im bored...
juz finish tidy up ma room that looked like since a month or 2 since its last
being clean....hahahahah
this sun is ma adventura race....i need to carboh load..
starting from nw.......heheheeh....
but i duno wat to eat siah ........
today i do nahting....
sleep...wake up at 5pm hahaha....
den play guitar.....
den stuck at the comp for a while.......
and now...ma mind is blank..............
seeing at the tv..bend it like beckham......
well....nahting much to rite lah...
peace 1 love...lilzykai
hie there........
today 10/7/2006
i juz kum from from jialiang house watch world cup.......
hmmmmmm.......kinda okie.........
haf fun.. . .smoke and drink........
but this will ma last day.........
i will do this things........
smoke and drink???????????
well.......this is because ma parents had found out that i smoke thru ma sista....
haiz...kinda mad at her but.........
i duno lah ............
like normal.....yesterday, kena lecture by parents.......
but i noe i will...........
for ma own sake..........i have focus..........
focusing.........
to those out there who are wit me wen i need some1 to chat with.........
thankz alot ya.........love u all...............
hmmmmmm.......especially to her.........
until about 3am..........smsing with her...tankz again........
and yr advices ma buddies........
i really will n hope.........
to clear off the bad side of me......
honestly........
still lookin for the girl that could make a change in ma life???
where are u???maybe one of you who read this could be the girl im
lookin for????
peace 1 love...lilzykai
date : 7.07.2006
hello there.......boring nahting to do ......
so juz updatin some posts........
today nahting much to do ......
at skool juz slack.......
do workout though i hurt ma ankle....
im a stubborn..........
hehe.....and in the morning...ernest pass me a medicine to apply at ma injured
right toe........
so kind of him.tankz ya..i appreciate............
today hockey there is a match for gals.....but they were short of pple....
lin ask me to play but too bad...i cant.......
hehehe..........
2moro i got a so called amazin race at sentosa.......
i follow shamsul........
because he is short of pple.......
since 2moro im nt werkin in the mornin...
so juz go ahead and have fun.....
i miz the sun there.......
its long since i go there...........
well....
that's all........
nw goin to eat ma dinner and start to rest or play guitar........
hehehe................and i duno wat to bring for 2moro........
peace 1 love...lilzykai
Date: 6/7/2006
now let me start tokin about yesterday.......
OKie.yesterday was Orion finals..........
hehe......quite nervous bout it........
but do u tink that i give a damn about the prizes?????
nah.........
all i noe is that the stage is mine for the 5 minutes of ma song....
so.....i make the stage as ma own...........
get some fame.........hehehhehehe
and actuali......some people comment that me and yani were okie.....
heheh......tankz to all who support me........
the worst thing is i need to use make up....
of ma god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after the orion i got hockey game...
it was okie...onli i was not form.....ma ankle hurt....
but was fun.......
today.....we play soccer at basketball and its suck.......
play with who i duno......but the opponent FUCKED UP!!!!!!
even yani teh last man they dun gave chance......
wacked the ball outside to joan(nt playin)face and neva say sorry.....
the opponent beter watch they steps...............
and ernest also fucked up with em....
they wana play dirty.......come bring it to us if u can stand it with us....
AGAIN U ALL ARE JUZ FUCKERS>..................
and though i hurt ma ankle again,i dun gave a damn.......
i played...and rite now . hurt ma right toe......
its so difficult to walk................serve me rite.......
but to stand up to those FUCKERS
on wed moring.some of the spt and gym members thorn at helena's house
to watch the world cup........
hahaa.........ernest bought 1 litre of vodka apeach........
and we played a game...the smallest number drink .......
wah........den the following day is ma final for orion....
ma head damn heavy siah.,....
but enjoy it al along hahaa........
that's all for nw.........
peace 1 love.......lilzykai
hmmmm........
today.....rehearsal for orion.....
excited.....but the cd was reported lost...
we are so sad and stress........
hehe...........
tomorrow is the day....
the final of the orion.!!!!!!!!
it have arrive baby....
haiz..........but today ....after i read someone blog.........
i felt sad and sorry..........
i duno that she is so emo...........
because..i thought that it wuld be better if i were to do wat i say.....
maybe i still do not know this.........
though i have experience it before..........
to you......im sorry okie........
smile......i mizz seein your smile.........
maybe if u are cool down oradi.........
i hope u let me to take back ma werds wat i say..........
btw.....if u wana noe...im lonely in the heart nw.......
hehehehehehe.............
kl ah today watch soccer at helena house....
have fun there
peace 1 love..lilzykai
DAte : 3rd july 2006
hmmmmmmm..........today i was so sleepy in skool.....
as i was all nite long awake with ma buddies lazin around....
and i woke late to skool wen i take a nap.....
haha......den take 969 and meet with liang and zafir..........
den the spt team gt a roadshow at atrium.........
all of us haven yet ready for it.......
and me....snoring away until 11am..........
so sleepy.............
and we try to skip using a long wire.....
it was fun .......................................
and tug of war.................
SW still win !!!!!
its obvious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahaha
before we go out to the atrium...i met someone along the way......
but things seem to be different now.........
maybe.......the life have change?????????????????
i also duno why...................maybe i need to take a leave from her??????
after the roadshow....we go for lunch ,.,....wow!~!!!
its the best siah.............
after tat i sleep like a log in spt till 5pm......
and start searchin for ma lost trackpants.........
but i found it.,,,,,,
2moro is ma rehearsal............
final in 2 days time......
aiyo..............should control ma nervousness......
why..............
eversince i lost in a relationship.............
things juz dun work out wat i dream off...........
juz ma luck.,..
but stil chillin out........
peace 1 love..lilzykai
date : 3rd July 2006
hmmmmmm.........
wat im i doing rite nw....
juz got home from slacking at tampines area with ma 2 buddies...
right after work.....and 1 thing...nw its 0550hrs.....
i got skool later....hahaa
sure die one....sumore i got a roadshow..i duno wat the heck im goin to do....
though im the leader.....
TOday .....or juz a couple of hours ago....
slacking with ma buddies and play guitar 2gether...
hmmmmmmmm.............quite ok.....ma finger is numb so called........
and u noe wat????we tried new stuff today....
CIGAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
believe it or not....its up to you........
chocolate flavor......buy from 7-eleven........heheehe
have fun...........
but i thing......it seem like i cant get contact from someone...
i duno why.........but i noe the reason behind it.........
though im lookin forward havin to message like last time????????????????
where u go........???????????
but i dun mind if u were to go away far from me.........
hehehee,.............but .................................
memories are mend to be memories..........
hahaha........its like not me right?????
i oso duno why im writin this........
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........
2 more days to ma final orion........
juz aim to be top 3 for ma category is enuf.........
get some fame in ma skool.......
bring up ma name...........
which i usuali does in ma hiphop world outside..........
tats all i can rite.....wanna get some nap........
hopefully i can get up.......
peace 1 love..lilzykai.....
1st July 2006....
SAturday....
werkin day ...heeeeee
well....at first...the work move smoothly.....
but when closing tym......
something cocks up............
filter pot....there's no filter paper....
and the oil is sum how stuck and i need to bang on the metal pipe.....
soon after that....the water pipe of kfc chockeD!!!!
wallow......this 1 me and ma buddies cant take it....
at first its nit so bad.....so we take 20 minutes break before start wit
our washing.....
once we come back...u noe wat????the kfc is flooded till ther dinning area....
haiz,....alll tyhe maintenance come and see wats the problem.......
the food junction stores also chocked.....
haha...this i labelled...the greatest chocked in kfc history of SEIYU
we finish werk at 10pm and we left the store at about near 2am....
aiyo......we need to clean up the mess abit...i hope the next day it still
choked and we need not kum to werk...hahhaa
though we are tired...we still enjoy it....
haha....after werk bout 4...we took cab to punggol....
and we hang around there....for quite sometime and
now im at home updating ma blog.........
tats all..............
peace 1 love...lilzykai....
hope to live on wit the truth tat i m waitin...though i known it oradi...
date : 1th july 2006
day: Saturday
hmmmmm.........so where should i start this thing ????
well......today i got nothin actuali to update in this blog....
but after i read a couple of updates in ma frens blog....
it some sort enlightened me up...but there some angriness????
well...actuali i dun mind...if "him" juz speak out the truth to "his" fren....
very,very,very...soon.....before its too late ya...
the truth will revealed itself eventhough u did not mean it to be revealed by the one
you are supposed to tell.....i noe everything....im have a future eyes....
ahaha...as if its real.....im juz jokin.......wakakakakka
well.......i wunt be dissappointed if the person juz tell me straight off to the face.....
even its at the public or wat....there will be a moments of embarrassness, knowing the truth...and wunt be stagnant and hoping something nice or better to hapen next.
thus the person will move on with the life...in hoping of something new to happen to them again....
but when????will this thing really happen????
when the person is all out for it...and ends up with dissappointment....
wunt you feel the crush of the other party......wunt u feel guilty in some way???
well...........................................
its all due to the matter of courage for you to tell them the truth....
if they themselves find out the truth by themselves.....things may not be turning good......
there will be a different in how u use to be with the person......
worst to worst.....the feeling of hatred will arise....and its more on the feeling of..........what the FUCK HELL wrong with me?????
PS: this goes out to all ma fellow frens...do read ma blog carefully......
i have somehow answer some questions that was not suppose to be known by me
yet...but...i have get to know it.....peace 1 love.....lilzykai
I'm still waiting...
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