today i make my stand
i wan it clear to the gals
you who has fallen for me
im sorry but to break ya heart
im not the type to break gals heart
but u aint gt the keys to my heart
very well i make it clear now
rather than a worse breaker den later
i myself confused why me???
i juz cant accept unwanted love to be with me
people could easily say "try it on"
but in my heart dun you know what's im going thru...
i feel bad but at same time i feel yeah its right
i dun commit any sins since i only being there as a fren
i hope u feel alright and im sorry if were being so harsh
its better you know now gal...
signin off LiLzYkAi
"iTs aLL bOuT mY LiFe" Labels: ME
life for me now seem to be mess up
with all the things happen to me i say fuck up
love that was ignored seem not a prob
love that came make a huge prob
i wan you to know i aint a playa
and i dun wan to mention name of ya
keep it low keep it down
kuz 1 very day i wil be there for the right gal that i found
recently i look so bad if i were to break someone heart
i rather do it on me rather than someone else but
what can i do if u still insist
gal all i noe i can be ya fren or bestest of fren
you can lie on me lean on me
im sincere if u need me
all i jux need is the truth what u realli think of me
i need to continue this life
but with this type of mess that enter my life
maybe its a route that will make me learn
to sit down and think its not the right time yet
all i pray is this will end soon
and to you i think i need "it" from you
the one and only you....
waitin for your arrival babe...
signin off...LiLzYkAi
well...here i am again...blogging Labels: Stage
juz reach home...since today the last day i work
kinda sad and mizz the frens there...
today in giant store i was runnin around like mad!!!
well...friday was open house for nyp (25-1-07)
and i was up on the stage..things dun go hw it was to be...
Lady zy...i also mizz some of ma lyrics...but i think nobody sense that
so..people makes mistake dun think so much...
u r the gal tat i noe personally tats noe hw to rap...
exam are on the way...i beter get mugging 2moro....
things...so many things has happen to me....
words from LiLzYkAi to Lady zy
"when we are on the stage
i will put ma trust in you
even if you cant handle that
it aint your fault when it happen thru
if im there i will definitely help you
to bring you back to where you should be
and eventually continue it through
together with me and you"
signin off....LiLzyKai
sittin down and staring at the dark sky with someone in mind...
i came up with this few phrases...
"at times lookin at you girlie,
makes me think through quickly;
why you are the one that cross my mind,
though i know you can't never be mine;
maybe i see x factor,
that totally different from the others;
"WhaT uP wIt Me Man"
hey...u noe what???its nearly 0415 of 23 jan 07 and i still up??
haiz..finishin up ma report that i have done halfwy...reali lah...
i dunno why..this 2nd last project i feel fucked up...
haiz....nw im done wit ma report..hope its satisfyin all the members
im sorry dude>????
well...kinda going with the flow with dis life that i m on...
though i feel lonely..single....wahahaahaa....
but well that's life....
but there are frens.....bestie....to be there for me...
still...im the hearin ear for most people peeps...
tats it....im goin off to slep..stil ma head thinkin...
yesterday try out new thing..the laughing gas!!!!
wahaaha....laugh like crazy lah!!!!
"HAAAIXXZZZZZZZZZZZ"
well....its a along time since i edit this blog....
i juz aint got no time...busy with skool...and stuff?
well...for the past nearly 1 week....all the things that happen to me...
i had dreamed of it before...only that...what happen in real life is only 60%
the most i could remember is i was in the skool library with sham....
after saying bbye to her...there is actuali a part that happen in ma dream....
but not in the real life...if it really were to hapen....i would be all red i mean ma face man.....hahaha....to you dun tink to much what i dream about...ist stupid though....
i juz feelin to tired and tense up...exam is round the corner n im here stil struggling with some of the projects.....2 more man....you can do it...
its lke i have been pass couple of projects....so...yeah!!this is the final drift...
yesterday watch anime...initial D....wow!!it was awesome!!!!
i kinda confused....a car or bike?
well....i dunno ah..how i get this phrase up in ma head...
"only you have the key to ma heart...even if u were to hate me im stil my own being"
well aite..now its bout 2am,17 jan 2007...
i jz got home from meetin ma besti...
so on 16 jan....i went to skool to workout....
be in the gym for bout an hour and head to meet zal to get some stuff...
after that i went to bugis to meet ma bestie....
its about 3 weeks we haven meet...his busy im busy...
so yar...kuz i noe something is nt right in him...
so i m there....
so wait for him after work and we sat at esplanade....
that's where al the stories we had for the weeks we share...
im in tearyman..i cried...hearing his stories....
what he juz gone thru, i had gone thru 2 years ago...its the same....
hearing what he said make me cry...but i guess he noes that i cried...
he understand me....hmmm....all reminizing bout the past but yet.....
sweet memories is hard to be erase....i hope to spend time again with him....
most probably this friday...after ma hockey game...
even if its 12 midnight i will still be there for him...
what i have to say is..."girls are standard" only people like me,ma besti will noe
are we too soft at heart????though we look tough on the outside???
im stil tinkin do i made a right choice ma besti>???
hey guys...exam time table is out orady..
5-9 feb man..i cant believe it..its like 5 days straight of exam????
lucky no afternoon paper...all paper starts at 10am SHARP...
need to discipline myself....
nw starts to contact with her again?.!
hahha...dunno lah if like on and off contacting...
sometime i find her, she find me and verse-versa...
tats all lah ...need to rest 2moro got test....
i hope i study enuf...hehe..
peace off ma frens
at times i lookin far
why m i like this???
isit im fated and destined to be like that?
hmmm kinda lookin back....
i look as if im an emergency...
where in need i will being call...
hmmm...its not im disgusted or what lah...
truth is a fact, one cant deny that
well.....this is the end of the first 2 weeks of skool after the reopen...
so many things in ma mind but yet..it seem like one's down and other coming to ma head...
hmmmm...its seem like a stressful week for me...i guess this maybe a good start
for me and maybe a bad start...
good start as i start to feel the pressure since exam is drawn nearer n nearer....
bad kuz if i lack of rest...i be sick..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!now im sick man....
with the weather like this....i got flu for the whole week man....
i hate flu...this is the first tym i fall sick in the beginning of the year...
hopefully this the first and last im sick for the whole year...
hmmmm.......haiz...sometym i feel sad no one to talk to even for 15mins....
all kinda busy...hopefully i can talk to you again...chat about life,skool and aniting under the sky......
haiz....m i so unlucky...
well....this is about ma life that i wanted to people know...
why m i always fated to be the one hearing people when they found no one,
but when i really need someone to hear ma part...where are you all???
im left alone to flash ma probs and face it myself....
am i fated to b the one for them...and none for me...
im truly sadden by this.....
hmmm...getting busy man!!!!
project is so much in hand...
and be thinkin of the open house performance....
i need people to find me some minus one music!!!!!
peace y'all
well...its been long since i edit this blog...
i have alot to say but i dont think i have the time to reminize all those things that happen to me....hmmm...
I'm still waiting...
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