`'`29 November 2006`'`



"a PieCE of WOrdS"

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..




2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.




3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.




4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.




5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.




6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.




7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.




8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.




9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.




10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.




11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.





12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.




13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.




REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.


|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:33:00 PM|

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`'`28 November 2006`'`

"FiRsT DaY i TriEd...iT FaiLeD"

well...its been 2 weeks after ma accident..
ma wound are okie...and dry...i can run,can lift weight once again...
2moro be goin to gym with zal...yea!!!
juz nw watch the hockey match between ITE and SP...
ITE won for the girls and i left during the guys game...
hahaha...kena dare by ma fren to ask for a girl no...
haaa...rejected...zal tot i always does that,but its ma first tym...
nahting much..den zal say so loudly that i was a playboi...
let me confess to those who do not know me...
well...yar...i was in the past..but nw..im not...
GIRLS PLEASE DONT GET ME WRONG...ok!!!!

today i NEARLY LOST MA HP>>IN SKOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lucky i was fast enough to realise and yani called ma hp...
a chinese guy pick it up...
thanks to him ma HP was SAVE!!!!and ma LIFE was SAVE too!!!!
LUCKY OF ME man!!!!!

Today..i touch a hockey stick back...
tried dribbling,i have not lose the touch of hockey...
i mizz hockey..2moro be supportin NYP gogogogogogogo!!!!!
the only thing is that...i cant hit?damn it..ma right hand still feel the hurt...

and today i tried to avoid...but happen to pass by ah...
aiyo...and the feelins appear in me...
maybe a couple of days i could forget her...????
and maybe...not...well...im nt sure ah...


"when can i really feel the feelins again?
be waitin for her..."

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 9:00:00 PM|

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`'`27 November 2006`'`

"Should There Be a Change in Ma Heart"


hmm...well..there so much thing happen the past few days...
hahaha...alot of chillin out...talkin about the future...
well...today went to ITE bishan to watch the girls soccer game...
well NYP lost...6-0...
well come on girls....hard luck...
Yani..you're the woman...!!!!
wakakakakaka....
well..things gonna change i suppose towards that person...
that's the best....wakakkakak...should try to forget man!!!!
what i had...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:06:00 PM|

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`'`26 November 2006`'`

"WahhhHHHh"

today i woke up early sey...hahaha before 12 noon...
quite stupid right???well...today nahting much to do...
later at night go out...to esplanade...company ma bestie for a while...
bored ah....dunno y...ma hp so silent...miz the beeps of ma hp....


"friends are million in this world
sometime u cant even recalled their names
among a million, only 1 or few that u look upon
where are you???i need you...

im feelin all alone
when can i have the feelins again??"





|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:24:00 PM|

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`'`25 November 2006`'`

"WeLL kIndA bOrED"

hmmm....well im bored...nw nahting much to do!!!
TOTALLY BROKE nw...cannot start work due to ma wounds....
hmmm....kinda healin yeayea..no more dressin no more antiseptic cream!!!
labelled as dangerous KId/Rider in skool???
wakakakakakakakaka....i be back in town soon....
1 more week to go and i b back....
well...now kinda sleppy....2moro im not sure what's the plan...
BRoKE!!!and BROke!!!aiyo...


"lookin at the ads,commercials love is nice
lookin at reality,some is nice some is sour
i do not know why i keep talkin bout this so much
maybe do i haf feelins for someone near me?

makin someone a bestie is easy
to understand them is the hardest
do i haf found a bestie for me
both for guy and girl i think"

signing off,
DK/DR

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:16:00 AM|

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`'`23 November 2006`'`

"DAMn..a Nice a SWeEt DrEaM i hAf YesTeRdaY"

well..yesterday was an outing with the KFC members...tot to watch "step-up"
but in the end we juz play pool...hmmm....
yesterday goes like this....
after skool...wait for shahul about 30 minute at ghody gaut before headed
towards vivocity...when to vivi and find out the tickets was sold out...so
we head to the cathay..still its sold out also...
what a luck...so we head towards esplanade...
its a long tym since i when there to chill and chat about life...
hmmm...sit there for a while....and guess what???me and shahul keep talkin about 2 hours w/o stoppin....haaa..so suprise we can talk that long..haa....serious talkin about future too...

dreams???dreams???dreams???dreams???
well...people think dream are always sweet but sometimes its yucks...
yesterday i had a nice dream....and involve of a bestie gal fren in it....
wakakkaka....stupid man....shy to talk....
tats all...i need to study for ma test 2moro...
gtg...peace out

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:14:00 PM|

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`'`21 November 2006`'`

"FeELiN oF bLoGgiNg NoW"


well...ma wound is about to heal soon...
maybe in 1 weeks tym or latest 1 month...
today go to skol..like usual need to wake up early...
do ma dressin on ma wound and apply cream...
reach skol...hockey players that do not know wat
happen to me ask y i neva play???well...
its not that i wana boost here im good at hockey...
but pple tinks i may have the potential...
like one of ma hockey bro say,"w/o kai like different abit"
well bros...tankz for ya concern...be wit u guys once im ok(100%)
2moro need to take ma LAW ICA..wakakka...okok lah to me..2moro can study...
ask zal for tips....
now ma mind is blank so i will write aniting

"usually choices are two
either u choose this one or that one
here in ma life, yup so many choices to make
but some is what i reali dun wan...but too bad

life on me may seem happy on the outside
but be waitin,angry,patience,doubts in ma heart
no one can tells that if u r not ma besties
all i noe im mizzin someone...im nt sure either

hey girl,are u lookin at me at mac?
im not so sure if u take a glance at me
so i juz need a reply...
if u are kind enough to reply

sometimes words may hurt others
in life,nobody perfect...
i have hurt people too
to the person i loved and those who had loved me

all i need now is...
a company that i can share ma joy and sorrow 2gether
nobody in this world can live w/o love...

signing off,
kai...





|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:09:00 PM|

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`'`20 November 2006`'`

"BE RECOVER SOON,hopefully next week!"

well....its been days i tellin maself..i can go thru this the pain and all...
especially dressin from ma mum!!!!a former st. john nurse!!!i cry like hell...
but worth it ah..nw i apply new cream...though its nice...its feel like burnin....
and itchy..maybe it should be like that...all i want now is pray to heal faster...
in ma miND..IVP...i be there....as for now i mizz ma POLITE...come on guys!u can do it.....surry cant join u all....fall into a mislead juz before the frenly game....
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im so hot nw due to the antisemptic cream apply...gtg...


i juz given a point of ma views on you....no need sound so boiled up back
its jux an opinion though"

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 6:14:00 PM|

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`'`17 November 2006`'`

"a stupid mistake that change me"

hmm...it's a couple of days im left most of the tym at ma bed...
lying down restlessly....reminizing the night where it all happen
in a split second...i regret of ma actions....
hmmm....i cant forget or even forgive maself of what had happen to me...and the product that was involoved...
due to this...i get maself 3 days mc..to heal ma wounds...and yar...hopefully by 1 week plus i can be fully heal and start ma normal life once again...ma hockey...i was stupid...i mizz the oppurtunities for this year "polite" game....which i was so entu...????haa...i can only laugh at maself but yet hurt in the inside...well....

i wanna tankz Yani,Shaz,Shaf,Lin,Sham,Zal....for the care and concern that u all have given me...to those who i neva mentioned....tankz also...
a special tankz to Yani and Shahul(ma best ever buddy)....Yani tankz for the most concern aite...and Shahul..u noe me the best...i will try ma best to repay the good deeds u have done to me in this few days and the tym i went to the doctor...
now all i could do is to rest alot....let ma mind rest...though honestly,ma mind wunt even rest for a minute....so many things on ma mind yeah now...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 6:36:00 PM|

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`'`14 November 2006`'`

"Is It ME???"


well...now im tinking lots of stuff...
projects to be completed...
ica to be studied...
includings things that happen to me...
im tinkin..is it me,the realiti or the surroundings?
what might i learn from that lesson,from the day it started all...
i myself did not know why i reacted like that...
maybe..i dun wana a history of ma ownself once again???
goin thru a trauma...that i avoid maself to do???
maybe yeps...u opened up ma eyes and state the wrongs....
and i acept..and i need to realli face thru the reality...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 1:20:00 AM|

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`'`10 November 2006`'`

"COnfUseD StAtE"

well...its days i hit an entry in ma blog..well...Marketin report has done...save...
but nxt week will the dead...3 project to hand in and 2 ica...wahahahha...sure die...
and yesterday...nearly kena bang into cars...hahahaha....even at carpark...its up to ma stupitidy..hhhaa...
now bored at home ah...maybe at night later go out of the house or wat lah... still doin ma FY report..halfway thru...
all i wanna say..im confused..im totally confused...whether yar..i should believe or not...though i look ok...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 6:35:00 PM|

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`'`08 November 2006`'`

"A SHOCK"

well...what shock me most is i received a sms from ma mum sayin that ma bills is 210 buckss....walau....i was damn fuckin shock ah....den i like sit down and think about it...how can i use that much???so i reach home after trainin and check again...
hee...lucky it was 110 bucks...thank god...and now im down with flu...difficult to breathe in training juz now...like wanna die like that breathin for oxygen haa....
now so tired...that all....block nose....

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:15:00 AM|

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:15:00 AM|

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`'`07 November 2006`'`



the hockey champs



ma first hockey medal

"neva i tot today will be like the usual"

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:32:00 AM|

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`'`05 November 2006`'`

"well...victory to NYP..Champions"

hmmm...let me summarize...for the past few days that had happen..
but i dun tink i can remember all the stuffs that happen to me...
all i remember is from the Game with Combine ITE...haha...tat game is fun lah....
we won>>>????if im not rong..den cabut for a while to look at the soccer gals.....
but nah "things" happen...its alrite..its juz a frenly game...though they lost 4-1???(correct right?)den friday...i go raye with ma secondary frens..i dun wan to comment bout it...but i like riding with ma Bambang..yeayea...!!!
Saturday...Hockey tournament...SCC???hmmm we got champions...though its a a victory to me...the first medal...ma heart seems nt celebratin the victory after hearing shahul...all the story...find shahul a lucky guy to me...his like the opposite of me...tankz bro for the night...but i really cant make up ma decision..at night meet yani for a while and....here how it goes...


"victory is out in the air but yet i cant seem to look for it
ma heart is not totally free to feel the heat
ma mind was filled with doubts and answers
may i noe whats really in me now???

hmmm......facts is not a fiction
whether to believe it is up to individual
im caught in a terrain of nowhere
should i move east or west???"

i have totally forgotten to tel some1 of the tournament
its bout the silence that i reacted that way...
if i was a busybody on you...
juz dont be afraid to tel me thru

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:25:00 PM|

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